No Pay No Gain??!!

Typo? No, it's no pay no gain.
This is the topic of today that I want to share.
He used to told me that human should not afraid of paying. But, what?
Paying your time, emotion, even your property.
I used to be a person who scare to paying anything, but why not?
I spent almost 1 year to think about it, to accept the theory of "No Pay No Gain".
He said : It's just like you put a seed to plant, you'll get the fruits someday.
This 1 year, I pay anything that I can, I never hope to get a refund.
But, what have I gain now?
I gain nothing, I gain a suck life, I become a fool.
I pay for people, they accept it and no even a "Thank You", turn around and walk away.
I'm no hoping to gain anything because I knew I don't need anything.
I care people, people fool on me, I endure it because I believed what he had told me.
I continue to giving the seeds, maybe someday I can get a healthy tree, without any fruit on it.
Life is just like different kinds of seeds, you get a seed along the road, you never know what is the seed is, but we still plant in with expectation in our heart.
Even someday the seed become a tree, is the tree that not as your expectation, but you'll happy and cherish.
Because the tree is full of your expectation, your efforts.
You're not wasting your paying, and you'll gaining double surprise =)
My target of the rest of my life: Kick away the selfishness, staying what I am.